alone in the cold chilly wind
shivers running through her fatigued body
is it from the cold within or outside
she does not know
sleep evaded her long after the lights were dimmed
she hugs her mogu
tightly
but comfort it does not bring
only more memories
drowning her in a sea of confusion and misery
she curls up
snuggles under her blanket
seeking the warmth of her own body
attempting to dispel the cold
she closes her eyes
tries to find comfort in the darkness
yet all that appeared were scenes frm the past
images that would not go away
no matter how hard she tried
she opens her eyes
and realises her cheeks were wet
yet again