maybe i really am growing old and boring and prudent
there are many things i would want to write about but they are not thoughts and opinions i would feel comfortable/safe sharing with the world
and writing about what i did with who and what not simply is not appealing anymore
seems somehow trivial, mundane and, if i may use the word, childish

i will not delete this blog for the many memories it holds

in years to come, the archives would probably serve as a record of all the fun and crazy times i had had
a reservoir of fond memories

but for now, the transition to true adulthood is making me think
probably too much and too deeply
and i am just not ready to share such thoughts with the world

goodbye, blog

even though i have yet to settle module registration for this semester, i already have to choose where i wanna do my industrial attachment in the next semester
and
i really dunno how to choose
how will i know whether i will like that particular aspect or not?
boo

i guess i have always been indecisive and has this uncanny knack for making the wrong decision regarding the most important thing
i really dun wanna make a wrong choice this time round cuz IA is important, i think

on a happier note, really had great fun last night
even though angelo and rather obscene amounts of alcohol made me admit to/say/reveal things that i probably should not have
my classmates are too guai and angelo is too evil
:((

went back to SN today
orange bowl craving satisfied
played a little basketball and i think i should do it more for the sake of nice arms



be strong, girl
there are lots of people to help you through this
but first, you gotta have to want to do it

back from bali
and i am suffering from bali withdrawal symptom
miss the sun, sand, sea, breeze and lovely weather
the damn cheap bintang beer and all the other alcohol
and of course, the lovely company
)):

lots and lots of pictures
but many were rather blurred
(stupid slow flash and unsteady hands)

lovely times at the beach
lovely dinner at poppies
lovely krispy kreme picnics with bintangs by the pool
super fantastic massage that makes you melt

really lovely trip


on another sadder note,
life is really damn unpredictable
a friend of mine whom has been more or less healthy (and leads a much healthier lifestyle than me) has been diagnosed with third stage cancer
it came as a damn big surprise laa
i seriously hope he will make a full recovery

friends, please do cherish those around you and let them know you do

i need to rant abt that bloody lazy ass of an admin assistant at the tuition center
@#$$%$#
she is so damn bloody annoying and bloody lazy
i think i said that before but she really is
it is her job to ensure that there is a class and tell me if there isn't
she didn't do that for 2 consecutive weeks
and when i text her to ask her to confirm the class
she freakin didn't even bother to reply me
like bloody hell
it is YOUR JOB to inform me
WITHOUT ME HAVING TO ASK
!#$!%#$%
and the other admin assistant at the other branch agrees that the lazy bum is at fault laaa
she so deserves to get smacked
and like the other admin assistant has to help the lazy bum do her work
how unfair
gahhhhh

seriously, sometimes, you cant blame people for stereotyping

i hope her fat ass falls up the chair that she so refuses to get up from soon

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SERA!

first it was our blue pinafore days when we were still young and crazy, when we chased each other with dusters and water bottles and throwing shoes around

then came the days of the white shirt and tie when we were still crazy and stupid, not as young as before, but still young
hah
at least then, even with our fantastic jigsaw timetable, we still had time to have lunch and go out

now, it is the time of the uniform-less school
where our timetables are seriously perfect jigsaw fits
less time to be stupid and crazy as before (even though we still are, being constantly plagued by random issues and perpetual stupid boy problems)

yes, woman
you're now officially an adult
might be a good time to leave the mess of the past behind and move on
hopefully

even if you don't
i still love you
hahah

cheers to more fun times ahead

i bought my dress today!!
((:
i realised i had to have it after the devastation i felt when i thought it was gone
hahah

yes, and everyone present agreed that it is a nice dress
so there
(((:

it is pretty amazing how a random act by someone can change a person's life drastically
maybe it is what is called the butterfly effect
not my experience so it is best not to comment but somehow it just seems we can never understand the mysterious ways in which fate/life/destiny works

on a lighter note, i found a rather nice place in the far east hidden in the midst of prisons
yes, totally inaccessible to majority of the people i actually go out/have drinks with
but they really do have damn nice chicken wings and the drinks are cheap
kinda, or at least as compared to what i normally pay
why cant there be more of such places (nearer to where i stay)??
hah

dinner at marche with old, old friends at vivo
and marche is seriously an expensive, angmoh kopitiam
hah
but nonetheless it is the company that matters
sounds seriously cliche but hey, cliches come about because of the truths in them
(:

and even tuition worked out fine
kinda, at least

so, last week was good
(sunday is the first day of the week!!)

:)))

lijie is a directional idiot

at least on angelo's car
seriously, we get lost almost every single time
bahhh

and i need to learn my left and right too
:(

i don't think i am very easily amazed
but
people amaze me

seriously

especially when people you thought you knew do stuff that is totally unexpected
i was so stunned that i was speechless
totally at a loss of how to react and respond
no matter whose side i take, i am going to get into trouble with the other
but, i cant just stay out of it because.. the situation simply doesn't allow me to

i hate being sandwiched

gahhh

that will be the first and the last
no more kids around for anything else

i feel crippled
my legs are aching like i dunno what
:((

and i feel pathetic
there wasn't even really alot of running involved nor was it an extra strenuous workout at the gym the day before
sighh

i think i am just fat and useless now
but nvm, i shall erm, exercise more to stop being fat and useless
and start eating healthily

that should be my goal
(after i am done with the ben&jerry's in the freezer)