deadlines for the week

28/02
1600 ES results report
1900 EC 1301 midterm

01/03
1600 CM 2142 midterm

02/03
1000 FST 2106 lab report
1400 FST 2201 midterm


and lijie has yet to complete anything

econs seems easy enough to understand but yet, i am not certain of stuff
i just cant understand the graphs even though i am a science student
they are damn foregin

analytical chemistry is just a big mind boggling module
i understand the freaking principle and how the thing works but i dun understand the damn formulas and cant do the questions
and i dun understand how i can understand the concept and not the formulas
ridiculous

wake up, brain of lijie
start working

i am pissed off so this is a ranting entry

i hate irresponsible group members
i fucking hate people who call me up the night before the thing is due to tell me that she didn't do her part and may not go to class tmr cuz she is at a chalet and the othe r cannot be contacted cuz she is not in singapore
WTF
i saved your asses once and i seriously don't have to do it again
that was already enough to make me pissed off

then, came the msg at twelve plus, asking me to go online
because she came home so she could discuss it with me online
and when i did not reply cuz i was sleeping,
she had the atrocity to send me another msg in some accusing tone that basically could be summed up in "i gave up the fun and came home so that i could discuss it with you leh and you're not replying me, thanks ah.."
WTF
i have a right to choose what time i sleep and wake up
i do not have to adjust my sleeping patterns to suit your schoedule or save your sorry ass

gahhh
i am so irritated
stupid and irresponsible people are the most annoying of the lot

today, everyone at lecture looked pretty dead
as if no one had much sleep last night
if it was two years ago, i would ask "hot date?"
today, i asked, " tomato lab arhh? what time did you finish?"
and answers ranged from 2-6 am

you cant really blame us for hating tomatoes
they aren't exactly the most interesting dates to have on valentine's day
much less when the whole report was rubbish since there was no basis of comparison at all

alas, the life of a science student

it is that time of the year we call valentine's day again
and i am in the science canteen, doing my tomato lab report after finishing a freaking 6.5 hours lab session
such is the life of a science student
gahhh

i love saturday nights
i love the girl friends
i love the boyfriend

i love being in the company of people who care enough for fun and care enough not to judge

thank you people

and i am a philosopher

RIGHT

i have always believed in signs
i believe that there is someone up there who makes certain things happen to send us messages
and these things are what i call signs
yes, as dumb and incredulous as it may sound, and logical and rational i may seem, i believe in signs

which is why i am feeling pretty much crappy now
upset and disappointed at the fact that such a thing happened again
and even more upset and annoyed at myself for being so ridiculous as to get upset for sth like that which is very obviously not within our control
but i just am

and it makes me wonder whether it is a sign that i always have to be alone at times when i kinda need someone's company the most

gahhh

lijie is tired already
go away
or let me go away