shattered dreams

Friday, June 29, 2007

i need to rant abt that bloody lazy ass of an admin assistant at the tuition center
@#$$%$#
she is so damn bloody annoying and bloody lazy
i think i said that before but she really is
it is her job to ensure that there is a class and tell me if there isn't
she didn't do that for 2 consecutive weeks
and when i text her to ask her to confirm the class
she freakin didn't even bother to reply me
like bloody hell
it is YOUR JOB to inform me
WITHOUT ME HAVING TO ASK
!#$!%#$%
and the other admin assistant at the other branch agrees that the lazy bum is at fault laaa
she so deserves to get smacked
and like the other admin assistant has to help the lazy bum do her work
how unfair
gahhhhh

seriously, sometimes, you cant blame people for stereotyping

i hope her fat ass falls up the chair that she so refuses to get up from soon

Wednesday, June 27, 2007



HAPPY BIRTHDAY SERA!

first it was our blue pinafore days when we were still young and crazy, when we chased each other with dusters and water bottles and throwing shoes around

then came the days of the white shirt and tie when we were still crazy and stupid, not as young as before, but still young
hah
at least then, even with our fantastic jigsaw timetable, we still had time to have lunch and go out

now, it is the time of the uniform-less school
where our timetables are seriously perfect jigsaw fits
less time to be stupid and crazy as before (even though we still are, being constantly plagued by random issues and perpetual stupid boy problems)

yes, woman
you're now officially an adult
might be a good time to leave the mess of the past behind and move on
hopefully

even if you don't
i still love you
hahah

cheers to more fun times ahead

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

i bought my dress today!!
((:
i realised i had to have it after the devastation i felt when i thought it was gone
hahah

yes, and everyone present agreed that it is a nice dress
so there
(((:

Sunday, June 24, 2007

it is pretty amazing how a random act by someone can change a person's life drastically
maybe it is what is called the butterfly effect
not my experience so it is best not to comment but somehow it just seems we can never understand the mysterious ways in which fate/life/destiny works

on a lighter note, i found a rather nice place in the far east hidden in the midst of prisons
yes, totally inaccessible to majority of the people i actually go out/have drinks with
but they really do have damn nice chicken wings and the drinks are cheap
kinda, or at least as compared to what i normally pay
why cant there be more of such places (nearer to where i stay)??
hah

dinner at marche with old, old friends at vivo
and marche is seriously an expensive, angmoh kopitiam
hah
but nonetheless it is the company that matters
sounds seriously cliche but hey, cliches come about because of the truths in them
(:

and even tuition worked out fine
kinda, at least

so, last week was good
(sunday is the first day of the week!!)

:)))

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

lijie is a directional idiot

at least on angelo's car
seriously, we get lost almost every single time
bahhh

and i need to learn my left and right too
:(

Saturday, June 09, 2007

i don't think i am very easily amazed
but
people amaze me

seriously

especially when people you thought you knew do stuff that is totally unexpected
i was so stunned that i was speechless
totally at a loss of how to react and respond
no matter whose side i take, i am going to get into trouble with the other
but, i cant just stay out of it because.. the situation simply doesn't allow me to

i hate being sandwiched

gahhh

that will be the first and the last
no more kids around for anything else

Friday, June 08, 2007

i feel crippled
my legs are aching like i dunno what
:((

and i feel pathetic
there wasn't even really alot of running involved nor was it an extra strenuous workout at the gym the day before
sighh

i think i am just fat and useless now
but nvm, i shall erm, exercise more to stop being fat and useless
and start eating healthily

that should be my goal
(after i am done with the ben&jerry's in the freezer)

Tuesday, June 05, 2007

the headache is back
how annoying

i have lots of miscellaneous stuff to do but i am simply too damn lazy to haul my ass out of the house
and i have developed an amazing ability to sleep the day away

actually, i don't know why i am writing all this because it doesn't make much sense and it is not even remotely interesting

i think i am just too bored

Saturday, June 02, 2007

i always meet interesting taxi uncles when i go home from holland vi late at night
hah

the topic of conversation can range from drinking places to protecting yourself against guys to how guys always only want to get into the girls' pants
really entertaining sometimes

today, or tonight rather, the uncle was educating me, or trying to educate me, about how important virginity is to a girl
and how irresponsible it is to have a child when you are unable to support even yourself
and how his niece has a boyfriend and he thinks that he is only trying to get sex from the girl

bit amusing, really

i suspect he thinks i am a kid
and that since he picked me up near the drinking places, it was necessary for him to try to educate me on the perverse and horny nature of the male mind
and he actually told me to be careful when i was alighting from the cab

hah


on another note, wala wala and UOB really has pretty good customer service
(someone will beg to differ on the point of UOB having good customer service though, i am pretty certain)
i very intelligently dropped my card at wala and they actually called UOB up to get them to call me to inform me
and if not for that call, i wouldn't have realised that i dropped my mini
(yes, i know i ought to have been more careful, esp since the card is so small and pretty)
and it could have been terrible should some evil soul used it for their evil intentions
so, i am grateful to the good people at wala and UOB

note to self:
junk food is bad
over-eating is bad