shattered dreams

Sunday, May 27, 2007

i swear PR 2202 was the worst module that i have ever, ever taken
!#$@#%^$

analytical chem is as bad
actually, all the chem modules i had to take were bad

gahh

oh well
at least its all over

to the powers that oversee the academic realm:
please let me pick the right elective next sem

thank you very much

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

lijie feels seriously pathetic
i pulled a muscle while swimming
WHILE SWIMMING!!!

wth

i am seriously disgusted with myself
and i was tired after 12 laps
12 pathetic laps

i want need to get back some of the fitness level i used to possess

lijie is going to stop being a bum at home

Thursday, May 17, 2007

i need to stop spending money
i need to seriously revise my definition of "acceptable price range"
(sera should know what i mean)
i need to lock up all my cards

actually, i think all i need is to find a job
cuz if i have a job, i would stop having so much time to go shopping
and i would actually have money
and most importantly, the mother would stop nagging
(why can't she see that i would be working for the rest of my lives from next year onwards and that it is not that unreasonable that i refuse to work this holidays?)

but seriously, jobs do not fall from the sky
and i think working for $6 per hour is just plain pathetic and a waste of my time
gahhh

i should stop being so spoilt

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

i am so annoyed with myself
seriously, i can just kill myself now
like now
ARGHHH

i thought i backed up all my documents onto my external hard disk
but no, i did not back up all my sem 2's notes
bloody hell
so everything is gone

fuck

so clever, lijie

arghhhhh

Thursday, May 10, 2007

phantom last night was GOOD
i am not going to attempt a review simply because i lack the necessary linguistic and technical skills
but let's just say it was worth every single cent i paid for it
the only annoying thing was the stupid woman beside us who kept talking throughout the show even after we told her to keep quiet

gahh

am terribly sick now, it feels
the room is spinning and the floor seems to be shaking
how annoying
i hate being sick cuz it is such a waste of time to not be able to do anything but stay in bed

boo

Tuesday, May 08, 2007

what in the world is wrong with blogger???
it took me 16846516579 tries to finally log in and then the screen is just screwed up
gahh
and its not my laptop cuz i am using another PC
laptop is gonna be away at the doc's for a few days
(after the AC adapter started emitting sparks and flames)
hopefully it will work properly after its hospital stay
and stop sounding like a car when it is not

the holidays have been good thus far
spending time with myself and the people whom i wanna see
:))
still waiting for that guy to call me back abt the tuition thing though
i need the money laa

been spending money like nobody's business lately
i don't even want to think about how much i have spent
btw, shopping alone is damn fun and nice
but you, or at least i, tend to spend even more when i go on solo shopping trips

i need money to start growing on trees or for the pathetic amount of money in my bank account to start reproducing
but i highly doubt such a thing will happen
hence, i need a job

this is so totally random

Friday, May 04, 2007

i am terribly, terribl sunburnt
and i think my skin is super duper laggy cuz it only started to turn red after i reached home
i was perfectly fine the whole duration at sentosa
:((
but i had fun, so no complaints, i guess

and just to rant
discounted tickets for 1 july are already sold out when the discount started from 2 may
fine, i know i am one of those kiasu, cheapo-s too

Thursday, May 03, 2007

have yet to sleep since i woke up at seven-ish yesterday morning
suprisingly, i am still alive and not sleepy at all
i think its called over-exhaustion

the mother can be really annoying
gahh
it seems that allmost all mothers behave in this mannr?
why are they always like that?

sometimes, i think it can be quite liberating to talk crap to one bunch of random strangers
you can just say what you want and not bother abt anything since you prolly wont see them again
at least that is what i think laa

three different paragraphs, 3 entirely different things
how random

freedom tastes good!

Tuesday, May 01, 2007

i woke up at 0630 today when i absolutely do not have to
the damn exams not only screwed up my head, gave me pimples, now it has caused me to not be able to sleep beyond 0700
gahhhh
i am angry

on a brighter note, it is time to start planning for the bali trip
wheeeee

to ah seng and all the rest of the people involved, please find some free time soon so we can plan the trip
i need to plan and coordinate the second part of my holiday as well yarh?