i need to stop spending money
i need to seriously revise my definition of "acceptable price range"
(sera should know what i mean)
i need to lock up all my cards

actually, i think all i need is to find a job
cuz if i have a job, i would stop having so much time to go shopping
and i would actually have money
and most importantly, the mother would stop nagging
(why can't she see that i would be working for the rest of my lives from next year onwards and that it is not that unreasonable that i refuse to work this holidays?)

but seriously, jobs do not fall from the sky
and i think working for $6 per hour is just plain pathetic and a waste of my time
gahhh

i should stop being so spoilt