i am sick again
poof
how sickening can that be?
the second time i have been sick in less than 2 weeks
what is happening to me?
rahh
i dislike being sick
especially when i am busy and can't afford to be sick
heavy head, running nose, body of lead
rubbish
on top of all the rubbish that i gotta go through
and did i mention that my bowel system has gone on a hyperactive mode too?
although i suspect that the runs might be due to what i ate last night
i think none of my friends can really be trusted with the stove as yet
haha
not like i can also though
oh well
what a waste of sunday to be sick:(

project and essay finally done!!
and i am still alive
survived on less than 10 hours of sleep for the past three nights
look like a panda now
haha
not tired though
in fact i am kinda hyper now
think its the feel good factor after you know you did something well
yes
for once, i actually think my project is well done
i think the presentation was nicely delivered too
my dear group members are amazing
especially the presenters
really a job well done today girls!
i think almost all of us were up till at least 4am last night
and for the past many nights too
at least its all over now
finally a little breather
for tonight at least
gotta start on my marketing proj by this weekend again though
oh well
i shall enjoy my rest for now

latest product in the market!!
bacon and cheese cookie
yes, the infamous bacon and cheese cookie is completed
for those who are reading this for the first time,
yes, it is BACON AND CHEESE COOKIES
and it is nice
really
my fst lecturer thinks so
he used the words "simply perfect"!
and he isn't just any tom, dick or harry on the street
sensory evaluation is one of his expertise!!!
aren't you proud of lijie?
she can actually bake
without a recipe at that
hah
project is almost completed
with only the presentation left
must say a huge thank you to my dear group members
esp to those who had to sample the initial cookies which were, erm. let's just say, not too fantastic =)
and of course, those working on the report did a great job too
i doubt they will read this
but in case your do,
THANK YOU peeps

not answering is a form of answer in itself
and silence does not mean agreement or consent
so there

damn
it never rains but it pours
bitten by the flu bug in the midst of this crazy period
nose is running like a tap
and pretty sore from the need to clear the disgusting secretions which the nose decides to produce for some reason i cant remember
rahh
but this is still not all that bad
a sore, running nose i can still handle
but guess what?
my thumb drive is missing too
fantastic
just what i needed
i have work in there that is not on my hard disk
and some pictures i think
great
just great
now, i shall have to pay for this with my sleep
staying up to redo stuff that has already been done
what a marvellous way to spend my sunday night

time seems to have grown wings lately
or i have just become too fat and tired to keep up with it
seriously
now i understand what people mean when they say "time flies"
i have no idea how this whole week has gone by
it feels as if monday was like what?
six hours ago?
i am serious
its scary
how time flies and i am unable to keep up with it
i know i have never been a particularly punctual student in terms of work-wise
but i have never ever felt so behind in my entire academic life
what has happened to me?
i need to find that something that will get me to do my work properly again
something that i can turn in and not feel as if its going to be wrong or incorrect again
what is that something?
i have no idea but i need to find it soon
like really really soon



i need to keep up

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JINGQI!
see, pink especially for you..
haha
for once, i actually remembered
yes, i know
i can be a horrible friend at times
but, most of the time. i am not too bad i guess
haha
had a fantastic lunch and super duper yummy dessert
ben and jerry's
yum yum yum
i think i can feel my jeans a little tighter now
but oh well
who cares
hahah

the last of your teenage years already Miss Ke, or rather Ke laoshi
haha
enjoy yourself to the fullest!

sitting in the last row in the lecture hall
listening to the droning of the lecturer
it might be useful
but nothing is going into my head
poof
eyelids seemed to have been fitted with magnets of opposing polarity lately
they are always drawn together
nothing i can do to keep them open
how annoying
and being the lazy bum i am,
being sleepy means i do not attempt to finish any of my work
sigh
so meaning i still have not completed any of my work
this is bad
i need to get my ass down to doing work
maybe i should get some chains and glue to stick my ass to the chair and chain the chair to the table
anyone knows where to get glue that would not cause any allergies?

i just came back from school
yes
on a saturday
bleah
and i gotta go back again tmr
what kinda of weekend is this??!!
rahh
and i just came to the sudden realisation that all my projects and termpapers are due on the same day
someone, pls kill me
i haven't even started on that paper yet
and i got so freaking much to do for my projects still


anyway, that was that
had dim sum buffet yesterday
a rather unusual bunch of people i would say
but it didn't turn out too bad
although i guess viv might disagree
she and her lightbulb duties as she likes to put it
hah
and i am sure viv so wants to kill andy
lalalala
for his attempt at making her feel less like a lightbulb
haha
but we did have some fun i guess
i had a good laugh at tangs
viv will definitely know why
and i am sure the sales people there were rather amused by our little group there
i am positively sure i saw one of the sales lady tryint to suppress her laughter
hah
so that was that
now, its time to get my ass down to that freaking 2000 words essay and my projects
rahh

a night of laughter and senseless fun
hah
i love my girlfriends

i skipped my lsm lecture today
again
yes
had nice lunch with swee chee at holland vi instead
hah
and that silly girl seems to attract alot of attention from the various uncles at the kopi-tiams
hahah
and she didn't even notice
how blur can she get?
but i guess thats part of her adorable-ness
haha
life science test was yesterday
and it was suprisingly easy
i wonder why
somehow, i have a vague suspicion that they will try to kill us for the final exam
thats why they are giving us this chance to save ourselves now
oh well
tuition in a little while
i am tired
and there is still lab report to do
yes, again
lab reports are my all time nemesis i swear
poof
they should never exist
and the world will be a better place
baking bacon and cheese cookies on friday
yes, savoury cookies
my group's sudden inpiration
hah
we need to tie up all the loose ends
final report and presentation due in three weeks
oh, and lijie can cook
seriously
i made the dough without a recipe
beams
i am not hopeless in the kitchen
hah

i do not believe all those talk about becoming a stronger person after all the trials and tribulations do not help at all
same to all those stuff about how only extreme pressure and temperature can turn rocks into gems
once upon a time, i used to, even took it as a source of inspiration
once upon a time, i believed patience and love could overcome all barriers,
once upon a time, i did not believe in lying to anybody to get away with anything
once upon a time, i was still a happy person who believed that things will eventually be alright again
once upon a time, i did not dread going home after school
once upon a time, i believed that the world was a beautiful place
once upon a time, i believed that i could take it all
but all those were once upon a time
once upon a time-s exists only in fairy tales
once upon a time-s were lies cooked up by dillusioned writers to bluff children
once upon a time-s does not exist in this world


i am only human
made of proteins, carbohydrates and water
not steel nor titanium
steel and titanum can and will melt under high stress and temperature
proteins and carbohydrates disintegrate when exposed to temperatures of several hundred degrees
water evaporates at 100 degrees
how much more can i take before i vapourize?
i dunno....

cut my hair today
yes
i can hear the "again?!?"
but yarh.. i did
and its really kinda short now
but i think i look like a biker
those tough female bikers in the leather jacket with the big bikes
hahaha
or maybe i think too much
haha
i dunno
but its short now
and hopefully i look taller since i need to spike my hair up
hahha
illusion and self deception, yes
but who cares?
i don't
so there
and obviously, i did not get my ass down to reading THE textbook today
ok, i still have the night to do so
and i better do it
since i gather i wont have time to tmr
with tuition and what not
i better scuttle off and start