i do not believe all those talk about becoming a stronger person after all the trials and tribulations do not help at all
same to all those stuff about how only extreme pressure and temperature can turn rocks into gems
once upon a time, i used to, even took it as a source of inspiration
once upon a time, i believed patience and love could overcome all barriers,
once upon a time, i did not believe in lying to anybody to get away with anything
once upon a time, i was still a happy person who believed that things will eventually be alright again
once upon a time, i did not dread going home after school
once upon a time, i believed that the world was a beautiful place
once upon a time, i believed that i could take it all
but all those were once upon a time
once upon a time-s exists only in fairy tales
once upon a time-s were lies cooked up by dillusioned writers to bluff children
once upon a time-s does not exist in this world


i am only human
made of proteins, carbohydrates and water
not steel nor titanium
steel and titanum can and will melt under high stress and temperature
proteins and carbohydrates disintegrate when exposed to temperatures of several hundred degrees
water evaporates at 100 degrees
how much more can i take before i vapourize?
i dunno....