maybe i really am growing old and boring and prudent
there are many things i would want to write about but they are not thoughts and opinions i would feel comfortable/safe sharing with the world
and writing about what i did with who and what not simply is not appealing anymore
seems somehow trivial, mundane and, if i may use the word, childish

i will not delete this blog for the many memories it holds

in years to come, the archives would probably serve as a record of all the fun and crazy times i had had
a reservoir of fond memories

but for now, the transition to true adulthood is making me think
probably too much and too deeply
and i am just not ready to share such thoughts with the world

goodbye, blog