i think i am going mad
i get very agitated and annoyed by things which do not really concern me
and i am supposed to be studying for a test on tuesday but i just spent my whole entire day sleeping and doing rubbish
does anyone feel like that there is so much to do that it can never be completed
hence, you do not even try to do anything?
that's how i feel like now
i know i can never finish studying for the test in time
so i don't want to start studying for it
then i can tell myself i did badly because i didn't study for it
somehow, that's more of a consolation then i didn't study hard enough for it
does that make sense?
i dun think anyone can really understand what i am trying to say
and yes, i agree this post is just incoherent and the language, unbearably bad
but i don't care
rahh



and not to mention a horrid presentation yesterday did not help start my weekend pleasantly
poof

i don't know what i am saying
maybe i should just stop here and not make it worse