after a long while, the all to familiar feeling came back again
drowning me
for a long long while, i managed to convince myself that it is understandable and forgivable, considering what has happened
but, i guess this is too much

if you keep ignoring her, obviously she will want to attract your attention
and for her, the only way she knows would be by those little actions which annoys you to hell
but, can you blame her then??
she is a person too
she craves for attention and affection too
you do not even acknowledge her presence at all
treating her as non-existent
and it doesn't help that you are the only one whose attention and acceptance she truly yearns for
not mine
of course, i know its tiring on you and driving you nuts
but isn't it to all of us?

i am beginning to think you are just selfish
all over again