i hate suffering from insomnia
the feeling of lying on your bed all alone
staring at the dark ceiling
finally drifting into sleep at something like 530 am then rudely awaken at 7 am
bloody hell
the result: farking pounding headache and panda eyes

why can i never stay awake when i need to?
insomnia always ALWAYS strike in december which happens to be the holidays!
rahh
and i cant go to sleep now
things to attend to
what a torture
boohoo