i look like a lobster now
because, against my better judgement, i took part in this thing called surf and sweat today
killed my arms paddling on a surf board and embarassed myself tremendously afterwards due to some reason that i shall not elaborate on
but, i guess i had fun and some good did come out of it, in a way

its pretty amazing how gradual changes go unnoticed till one fine day( or rather, rainy night, as it is now), you sit down and think about it
and you suddenly realise how different things are, how different YOU are
it is difficult to determine whether these changes are good
but if it makes you happier and does not hurt anyone in the process, it cant be bad

btw, i think my skin has a super laggy response
i was perfectly fine and normal at sentosa just now, not the slightiest sign of being burnt or redness
but, after i bathed at nine plus, i became a total lobster
poof