have you ever encountered the experience of having so much work on hand that you have no idea where to begin?
have you ever felt like just sleeping the day away because you have no idea how to deal with life and reality anymore?
have you ever felt that the only time you are not stressed out or unhappy or in any kind of physical discomfort is when you are asleep?
have you ever felt like you constantly don't know whether your actions are right or wrong?
have you ever felt like you really do not want to give a fucking damn on anything anymore but somehow, you are always unable to do so?
have you ever felt like giving up totally since everything is so screwed up already, anyway?
have you ever felt like crying all day long because you feel so helpless?

i have, all of the above, now