been haunted by weird dreams nightmares lately
it is seriously disturbing
for the nth consecuetive night, i have been dreaming that i was living in the WW2 period
witnessing all the atrocities and brutality that occured then
and the thing about my dreams is that i remember them
extremely vividly at that
hence, it is not exactly very pleasant to start your morning seeing bloody images and hearing ear piercing screams, even though it is only inside your head
and the worst thing about this whole series of dreams is that i cant bring myself to wake up even when i am scared to death and screaming my lungs out in my dream
i want to wake up but i just cant

and the weirdest thing is that i have not been in contact with any form of materials from the WW2 era
have not read anything set in WW2, did not watch anything regarding WW2 neither did i talk about WW2 with anyone
so where on earth did these images and scenarios come from??
the last time i read anything about this era was for history paper and that was regarding the factors and origins, it was all pretty civil, (i mean the materials, not the war) and not ghastly methods of torture or descriptions of bloody scenarios during war

these disturbing nightmares are depriving me of my rest time
booo
i wake up feeling freaked out and totally un-rested
and i never have had a very high tolerance for blood and gore, especially so when i see myself covered in blood and gore(even if it is only in dreams)
:((