i have a sudden desire to splurge
no, i am not depressed and it is not really retail therapy
although some idiot at work did piss me off majorly yesterday, but that is beside the point
hah
i think its more like a feeling that i ought to reward myself for all my hard work these few weeks
but, the pathetic amount i am getting for my pay does not even cover what i want to get
:(

sponsors are welcome
no, this is not a hint to you