the sun is far too bright and glaring today
and it is giving me a headache even though i am indoors
booooo
yes, i am in an extremely irritable mood today

and i have two classes to teach later
one of which, is the ultimate cause of my extremely bad mood today
blehhhh
i need to exercise extreme self discpline later in order to not scream at her for being a bloody two faced creature
rahhh
stupid people from a stupid country
sometimes, i cant help but feel that some countries are in the state they are in because of the way the people are
the same mentality and attitude, which is not exactly positive
yes, i know this is a generalization
but generalizations only come about when there are enough instances
so there
and i had enough experiences these few months to come up with this generalization
which, i think, is an unfortunate thing

that, however, is not the main cause of my unhappiness now
it is a very long and stupid story of which i am the main cause
blehhhh
which makes it even worse cuz i know i am the one who made my own life miserable
how stupid can one be??

booo
i shall attempt to calm myself down with some ben and jerrys later
and no, i dont care whether i am going to die fat