sometimes, it hurts so much that it doesn't hurt anymore
and i don't know whether the pain has gone away
or maybe i have just grown numb
sighhh

i have always found the human mind a huge mystery
and after this, i concluded i can never figure out how it works
i did everything i could
yet it all comes to nothing



i am sorry i cant listen to you this time round
i know you care and that i should do what is right
but i cant, for too many reasons
i am sorry to have to burden you with this