week 2 of school and i am already drowning in work
this doesn't seem too good, does it?

long lab sessions, lab reports, more lab sessions, more lab reports, individual presentation, tutorials, assignments
goodness
did i mention it is only the second week?
sighh
with two students, two late days in school and another two classes at the tuition centre, i don't have the luxury of doing things at my own pace anymore
i hope i will survive this sem
(my lecturers don't seem to be helping alot, or it might just be that i am not a good student)

and it doesn't really help that i seem to have plunged into a abyss of depression
nothing seems to be helping very much
no, i have not been wallowing in self pity
in fact, i have been trying my very best to get myself out of this miserable state because it simply sucks to constantly feel like crying
its been pretty bad, so much so that going to school can be a torture because i need to pretend that everything is good and rosy

forgive and forget
3 words, 16 letters
something everyone says
but it is not easy to accomplish
not easy at all

i need air and space and freedom
i need to escape from it all