i am annoyed
seriously
whatever happened to me??
i am constantly getting bad grades
WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED OR IS HAPPENING TO ME???
it wasn't like that
so i did not study as much as those who mug twenty hours a day
but seriously, i don't deserve such grades laa

i really am on the verge of giving it all up and graduate with a fucking bachelor of science and go be a teacher or go sign up with the army or just be one of those persons you see on shenton way scurrying through the sea of humanity at nine and then five again or something, anything
i am so fucking sick and tired of trying and failing again

i hate feeling stupid