it is almost four in the morning but i am wide awake
alcohol makes me more awake after the initial highness
weird
but oh well
i had a good time
it was as if all of us were arguing the whole night and bitching and ranting but i don't think anyone actually got angry
i think THAT is the beauty of it all
it is therapeutic in some sort of weird way
hah

thank you peeps for the wonderful time
it really did make my week so much better

i love my friends
even though we can be so damn screwed up and have such warped logic and viewpoints
even though we sometimes come down too hard on each other
even though we feel like murdering each other sometimes
even though we sometimes feel like the other is being a total bitch
but i guess that is what makes a real friendship
all the bad times and the more wonderful good times
the anger, the annoyance, the laughter, the understanding
i am grateful for the bunch of people who make my currently not too pleasant life so much better


thank you friends