i just had another of my weird dreams while sleeping the science library
and it is one of those that do not bode well
it was so fucking realistic and i could remember every single detail
please don't let it come true
even though she always scold me and don't particularly like me, but still
don't let it come true

please let it be my a trick of my over exhausted mind

sleep used to be my escape from horrid reality cuz i don't have to think then
but now, lately, sleep has become scary
stupid dreams are killing me as much as the real world

i need rest