the results will be out in a few days
i can see the big black cloak of monsieur death as he approaches
his skull-like feature begins to manifests themselves even more vividly
his beckoning becomes louder and more insistent
the cold that he radiates seems to grow in strength
chilling the blood and gripping the heart
-shivers-

been a long time since i touched this keyboard
my poor mouse died after serving me for a rather long time i guess
haha
it will be mourned for
haha

work has been the same as usual
*boring*
well.. that's life i guess

had dinner with edith, sera and stellina
loads of fun
being the silly people we all are
thanks people for the great evening
the laughter was definitely much welcomed

happy chinese new year!
at home now
feeling really homely
i helped out with the cooking!!
ok, make that the preparation of food
people on my dad's side coming over later
a tradition every yr
in less than half an hour
the house will be filled with screaming kids and chattering aunties again
*shrugs*
haha

have a good haul this yr ppl
hope the wallets grow fatter
take care

she is frightened

she hides in fear under the blanket

clutching it tightly

for it is the only thing that will always be there

it is wrong to live in the past
not right to live for that sweet moment that may come
but yet so many do
dwell in the past
hold on
hope that things will go back to how it were
they hold on
despite the truth staring blatantly at them
screaming that it wont be so
why are people so silly and obstinate?
i do not know
for i belong to that irrational bunch
can someone enlighten me?

i tried my best
did everything i could to get a smile
yet i failed
miserably
totally
absolutely

fuck
i am sad and angry now
and it sucks
big time