shattered dreams

Friday, July 22, 2005

drove into malaysia with joshua yesterday
haven't been to the neighbouring state in a long time
but i guess everything still looks rather the same
and as usual, with josh, we ate and ate and ate somemore
i swear i am going to become a pig cuz of hime
the shuai ge laoshi
he should be dubbed the da wei wang instead
hahahaha

caught the island there
a pretty good show i must say
haha
and since i only paid 5 dollars to watch the show, i must say its a steal
haha
ok.. i know i sound aunty-ish
(oh..
and to prove that i was in an aunty-ish mood, i actually bought foolscap paper and tim tam back cuz its really cheap)
back to the cinema
but the cinema was freezing freezing cold
and that was with my jacket on
thankfully josh reminded me to bring a jacket
haha
the poor guy was attempting to forget the fact that he had limbs
so that he wont feel the cold
i am sure that so helped..
hahah
but we had a good time anyway
loads of fun

oh..
and there was this really cute mickey mouse bag that i kinda fell in love with
its the right size, the shape i wanted and i think its nice
hmm
but i didn't have enough cash on me
sigh
and i was afraid i might just grow bored of it in 2 weeks
as is always the case
hah

loads of fun
maybe i should find more ppl to do this with next time..
haha...

Monday, July 18, 2005

changed my blog layout
ripped it off from somewhere
not that smart to be able to do sth like that as yet
but i think this is really pretty cool anyway
haha
and the new tagboard is up too
so feel free to say anything you want

Saturday, July 16, 2005

sent another bunch of kids off today
was really quite an sad affair
some of them actually cried
and we almost did
if not for some of the more comical ones
haha
and apparently, my colleaugue, joshua, the shuai-ge laoshi is really popular with the kids
the girls especially
haha
they all asked to hug him
haha
we couldn't stop teasing him about it
even though they hugged all of us too
we just simply like to disturb him
haha
end of assignment
no more kids, no more crazy ppl to do stupid things during work with
i think i will miss the kids and my colleaugues
i spent like more than 12 hours with them for the past 2 weeks
haha
no doubt, this two weeks have been a learning experience
with a few friendships forged
for that, i am thankful
and also the pay is not bad..
haha..

Friday, July 15, 2005

the kids have gone back
but sadly, i didn't get to send them off
rahh
seriously, i wanted to go see them off
but we were too late
sob
i was on time for once
sigh
felt so bad
promised the kids i would go send them off
i hope they dun think i lied to them
cuz i really did go down
sigh sigh sigh
always felt that they were brats but now that they are gone,
i do miss some of them
the girls especially
they were quite sweet
and of course the taiwan teacher, sway
ya.. thats her name
she was so happy when i said i will go send them off
and she wanted come out to meet us
guilty guilty
the taiwan teachers were really nice ppl
with the exception of one
oh well.. but she is inconsequential
haha


freedom and liberation
and i coloured my hair
hah

the kids have gone back
but sadly, i didn't get to send them off
rahh
seriously, i wanted to go see them off
but we were too late
sob
i was on time for once
sigh
felt so bad
promised the kids i would go send them off
i hope they dun think i lied to them
cuz i really did go down
sigh sigh sigh
always felt that they were brats but now that they are gone,
i do miss some of them
the girls especially
they were quite sweet
and of course the taiwan teacher, sway
ya.. thats her name
she was so happy when i said i will go send them off
and she wanted come out to meet us
guilty guilty
the taiwan teachers were really nice ppl
with the exception of one
oh well.. but she is inconsequential
haha


freedom and liberation
and i coloured my hair
hah

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

seriously, this job is not really easy money
haha
and, i think i kinda picked up the taiwan accent after spending so many days with those little kids
oh no..
someone help pls..
haha
but i think the kids, bratty as they can be, are rather nice sometimes
even the more irritating ones
for one, they actually made sure i had food for dinner before allowing the other guy to eat
haha
yupp
they CAN be rather sweet when they want to
so i shall hope that they will want to ..
haha

Thursday, July 07, 2005

haven't been home for 2 nights
handling a bunch of squealing, rich, spoilt brats is definitely not fun
RAHHH
i swear i could have murdered some of them
whoever said that singaporean kids are pampered and spoilt, should definitely take a look at this bunch
i promise they would change their minds


but to be fair, some of them were rather sweet
the little ones
haha
but THEY are going back tmr already
leaving the bigger and more irritating ones behind
-sigh-


walked more in these 4 days than i have in a long time
frm east coast to sentosa to jurong birdpark to mustafa shopping centre to malay village
and i had a heavy bag with me all the time
i think i might lose weight after this job
but i might also die of high blood pressure and consequently stroke before that though
haha
but i guess things are becoming better as the days go by
with the exception of my swop of partner
i miss dion
haha
oh well
we are still scheming of how to get our original arrangements again
haha
wish us luck

Tuesday, July 05, 2005

first day at work was absolute horror
sheer chaos and utter mess
logistics was screwed up
disorganisation reigned
the woman started screaming at everyone when something goes wrong
even when she is the one who issued the instructions and we had told her otherwise
rahhh
seriously
i think we could have murdered her
as well as some of the annoying kids
at least there were some rather cute ones
i think i can still tolerate their a little over-cuted-ness
haha
those who understand will, those who do not, dun bother
haha
and we also have to stay over at the chalet on a rotational basis
THAT was NOT told to us
actually, what we were told in the beginning is drasitically different from what we did yesterday
and i have a strong hunch that would be what we will be doing for the rest of the time
someone, pls tell me why did i get myself into this?
grrr

2 yrs has passed
a uneventful journey
but we have come thus far
thank you for everything
i love you

Sunday, July 03, 2005

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul


I know that you are something special
To you I'd be always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me


I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
Your beautiful soul, yeah


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had a really weird dream last night
dreamt about a secondary classmate whom i have not seen for ages
she told me she has a white boyfriend and something else shocking
cant really recall what was it though
haha
i most probably should give her a call and tell her about it
but i don't think she is in singapore
haha
weird


i can foresee sth happening
pls let me be wrong

Friday, July 01, 2005

i just have a way for screwing things up when everything was just almost perfect
i am sorry
i really didn't mean it
it was just plain dumbness
argh
i really should murder myself and go thru things in my head like 5 times before i utter a single word
especially when i am happy and things are going well


i am sorry dear
i promise this will never happen again