been a while
things have been pretty much the same
work is oh well, like that
the great singapore sales is on
but things i like are still ever so expensive
and not that alot of things caught my fancy anyway


happy belated birthday wanying!
sorry i couldn't join you guys for dinner on friday
we will go out soon
haha
went to a music concert with lingli instead
singapore symphony orchestra
certain pieces were well performed but classical music is really not my cup of tea
as yet at least
haha


lazing around at home on this rather sunny sunday
i have been trying to avoid the sun as much as possible for this few days
was terribly burnt at sentosa on tuesday
and now, the after effect kicks in
i am itching and peeling
not very severely but at rather well, awkward places
oh well, at least its much better now as comparatively
i always end up like this whenever i go to the beach
but i still like going to the beach
maybe i am a bit of a sadist
hah
suddenly feel like going cycling
hah
any takers?

thank you my dears for the lovely evening


dinner at gardens cartel with abby and sera
a place full of memories
a place where we spent many hours at
in our blue pinafores
chattering, doodling in our student dairies, counting down the number of days to exams and never really studying
i missed those days so so much
the good old days as some may call it
maybe i really am growing old, reminiscing the past like this
hah


took a stroll in the soothing coolness of the night
a conversation more than words
inarticulate thoughts understood by mere sounds and gestures
a form of understanding beyond the understand-ables in a certain sense
something others may never understand



i love my dear girls
the 2/3 that will make the whole..

the office is a freaking freezer i swear
i was so freaking cold till i cant feel my hands
that was with my big black jacket on
brrr
my boss is getting irritating
she gets on everybody's nerves
the two near ppl are kinda annoying too
the way they speak to us
you are asking a favour and for help
so.. be nice
seriously


i know i am grumbling
haha
oh well
i need to let off a bit of steam ma..
haha


no tuition this week
free evenings
how nice
but not like i am exactly doing anything useful anyway
hah


honestly, i dun think i am making much sense
incoherent
oh well

been a while
hmm..
weekend just went past
was pretty nice, i guess
haha
went to the zoo and to the bird park
with my mother
dun ask why
but we did
oh well, it wasn't as bad as it sounds i guess
haha


uni application is well.. like that
since i didn't get what i wanted, then i will just have to make do with what i have got



to those who bothered,
thanks for your concern
i got over it already
at least i got somewhere to go to right?
haha

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ABBY!!




went to nus science induction talk today
almost a waste of time
knew most of the stuff presented from the last time i went down
oh well,
at least i had company
haha
and the solo shopping trip later made up for it
i went shopping alone since half the world would be working on a wednesday afternoon
it was quite fun
going into any shop i fancied as and when i like
and of course, there was no weekend or after work crowd to fight with
also, the sales personnel on a wednesday afternoon are apparently less hassled
hence they are:
1. nicer and more polite
2. more efficient
3. cuter
haha
yes i know it sounds damn dumb
but its true
almost all the shops i stepped into had a cute guy
an added bonus i guess
haha

but something rather sad happened
this guy frm some slimming centre actually came up to me and tried to sell me some slimming package at some promotional price
sobz
i almost wanted to ask him
"am i that fat?"
sigh

seriously, its time to formulate my weight loss programme AND stick to it
haha

dreams make no sound
truly
they do not cry out when crushed by little alphabets
sadly, i have been rejected by the courses i wanted at both tertiary institutes
fuck

i am disappointed

weekend is almost here again
but this weekend is sad
i still have not receive the freaking letter frm nus
yes, i know i have been going on about this for the past i dunno how long
but i cant help it, it seems
bleah
and i lost the damn letter frm ntu abt the "high tea" tmr
and i cant seem to find the necessary information online
what happened to the all-wonderful, too-much-information internet?
sigh
hence, i am confused as to whether i ought to go down tmr
since
1) i do not know what time it begins
2) i do not know how to get there
3) i do not know of anybody going there
4) i might not know anybody who will be there

bleah
this sucks

maybe i should just sleep in and ignore the whole thing
but i do kinda want to to see what kind of people will be there
they might be those that i gotta spend 4 yrs with
that is not a very short time
grrr...

Application status
The general stages for the application status are
Application received --> Application processing --> Outcome of application
Your current status is Application processing.


that was what was on the nus webpage when i checked my application status.
wth
half the world received their freaking letters already and my application is still processing?!??
seriously..
if i cant have what i want, then just send me a freaking rejection letter and give me what they can offer me
i hate waiting aimlessly
the faint glimmer of hope and the oppressing fear
i am seriously worried and anxious now
what happened to the EFFiCIENCY of our system?


it is already the first week of may
the vice dean told me letters will be sent out latest by this week
today's already thursday
only one more day left to the working week
pls let that piece of mail arrive tmr..

i am afraid to hope already..

changed my blog layout
after quite a few people insisted that it looks scary and morbid
oh wellz
but its not fully done up yet
so in the meantime, this will have to do first