laughing is good
it can help you train your stomach
it makes you happy
and everything seems nicer and brighter when you are happy

so, friends, do share the funny stories your have with others
:)

and the curse of the lab reports begin

been feeling super sian and depressed lately for no apparent reason
gahh
i dislike being in this state
i suspect it is the hormones

in need of fun activities
friends, do someting?
anything fun will do

and sera, weekend should be still on, i think
i need to do sth fun so do the other two of them
and i am guessing you too
:)

lijie shouldn't get angry or annoyed
because when she does, she becomes an eating monster that gobbles food up which in turn causes her clothes to shrink

and now, lijie has evolved into an eating monster
had an impressive-sized packet of nasi lemak for breakfast at 8
then i went back to sleep cuz i had a terrible headache, thinking i will wake up at 9 to go to the gym
but when i woke up, it was already 11 and i was hungry
so, i happily went to cook my nice tom yam instant noodles which i just finished

so that comes up to 2 full meals, within the span of 3 hours, with sleeping being the only activity done in between

i hope my clothes wont shrink anymore

i swear people in school are disgusting
registration opens at 12 and by 1204, the slots can be full
WTH

gahhh

thankfully, i managed to get mine
if not i would have a terrible time trying to fit sth in

first full monday yesterday and i totally died
like totally, totally
never knew school can be so draining
conked out at eleven plus till like eleven plus
repeat of monday on thursday
i seriously hope that this is just a passing phase and i will adapt to this schedule soon

all i can say is thank you
maybe it wasn't spectacular
maybe we didn't get drunk or high
maybe it wasn't all that everyone had hoped for

but i appreciate all the effort
and i enjoyed myself


sera, angelo, abby, vivien, weiwei, priscila
joleen, kelvin, kaibin, junkai
junwen


thank you to each and everyone of you
for doing all that you have done
or just being there

and of course, a thank you to evryone else whom remembered

drinking is fun, getting high is fun, doing stupid things when you are high is fun
but
puking your guts out after drinking is not fun, suffering from a hangover the next morning because your body decides to punish you for drinking is not fun, having someone take a video of you puking into the drain by the road is just totally unglam

06/01/06 = last free saturday before school starts = fun
but i cant decide whether the puking and everything else after the fun is worth it

and i have only had four hours of sleep before being woken up which is why i am writing this now at an rather unbelievable time of nine in the morning when i reached home at three plus
it always happens because my body likes to tell me that i should stop drinking and this is its way of punishing me
making me unable to sleep despite the stupid headache

i hear you, body
but i need to have fun and destress once in a while

school is really starting

this is my timetable
i cant decide whether it is disgusting or not

two killer days
but, i will generally have a 4 day week for most of the academic term
and even a 2 day week if i skip fst 2201 on weeks with no fst labs
although, technically, that is not supposed to happen
note the word, technically
hah

first day of a new year
but honestly, it is just another day

i shall not lie to myself and make new year resolutions because i have never kept any of those that i have made
don't want to sound grouchy but honestly, i do not see how this year will be different from the last
yes, i know it is up to me to make a difference as to how to live my life, but sometimes, it is just not that easy

somehow, i feel as if i have grown so old and jaded, forced to grow up that i no longer believe in "a fresh beginning"
because i know what has happened has already happened, and there is no way you can undo everything and begin "afresh"
things happen, shit happens
what happens subsequently will be to pick up the pieces and piece them together as best as you can and hope like nothing else that what you have left will work well enough
a sad outlook of life, i know
oh well
we all know life is never a bed of roses, don't we?

happy new year, people