maybe i really am growing old and boring and prudent
there are many things i would want to write about but they are not thoughts and opinions i would feel comfortable/safe sharing with the world
and writing about what i did with who and what not simply is not appealing anymore
seems somehow trivial, mundane and, if i may use the word, childish

i will not delete this blog for the many memories it holds

in years to come, the archives would probably serve as a record of all the fun and crazy times i had had
a reservoir of fond memories

but for now, the transition to true adulthood is making me think
probably too much and too deeply
and i am just not ready to share such thoughts with the world

goodbye, blog

even though i have yet to settle module registration for this semester, i already have to choose where i wanna do my industrial attachment in the next semester
and
i really dunno how to choose
how will i know whether i will like that particular aspect or not?
boo

i guess i have always been indecisive and has this uncanny knack for making the wrong decision regarding the most important thing
i really dun wanna make a wrong choice this time round cuz IA is important, i think

on a happier note, really had great fun last night
even though angelo and rather obscene amounts of alcohol made me admit to/say/reveal things that i probably should not have
my classmates are too guai and angelo is too evil
:((

went back to SN today
orange bowl craving satisfied
played a little basketball and i think i should do it more for the sake of nice arms



be strong, girl
there are lots of people to help you through this
but first, you gotta have to want to do it

back from bali
and i am suffering from bali withdrawal symptom
miss the sun, sand, sea, breeze and lovely weather
the damn cheap bintang beer and all the other alcohol
and of course, the lovely company
)):

lots and lots of pictures
but many were rather blurred
(stupid slow flash and unsteady hands)

lovely times at the beach
lovely dinner at poppies
lovely krispy kreme picnics with bintangs by the pool
super fantastic massage that makes you melt

really lovely trip


on another sadder note,
life is really damn unpredictable
a friend of mine whom has been more or less healthy (and leads a much healthier lifestyle than me) has been diagnosed with third stage cancer
it came as a damn big surprise laa
i seriously hope he will make a full recovery

friends, please do cherish those around you and let them know you do